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Hi people, hi!
Hi.
Let's look at this email I wrote but send to no one because it's not rlly for anyone. It's for me.
Written on 23/1/2018
From: izzahsafiah13@gmail.com
To: -
Subject: Clouds that go away...
HI,
I am
sending you this e-mail because nothing feels better than writing srsly. Bear
with me.
Yesterday,
as I was seating leisurely, not wanting to study because it was fucking
evening, I looked at the skies. I looked.. I looked.. and I looked.. there was
nothing special, no cloud looked better than the other, but I am really at
peace. That particular moment, to say that it was beautiful is an
understatement. That moment wasn’t anything I had ever been regarded with my
whole-not-yet-finished-life. That moment, I was happy, I was calm, I was
grateful, I was present, I was pulled back to zero base where everything
started, and no matter how many problems I had, how pages of reference books I
needed to read, it all just behind me. I was at an empty chamber, or known as
mind, that had yet been so clear and peaceful, except that now, or at least,
yesterday, it had been.
There
are reasons why clouds move. There are reasons why clouds aren’t the same the
second time we look at it. There are... – to mend hearts, the clouds go along
with all your problems. Sometimes, you get lost in it, and the problems cant
seem to find you anymore. Sometimes, you get a hold of it, but it slips.. but
that’s okay. At least, your heart is more purified then. What matters is, you
know this simple thing you can do to take care of yourself now. If you’re worried,
stressed, depressed, angry, or even confused, take your time and look at the
skies. Look at the superiority of the wide blue skies even though it is behind
the clouds, and look at the inferiority of each clouds that are shattered but
still pleasantly ethereal.
We
are looking... We, who need help are looking. And, it’s true. It did make the
moment a better time, the surrounding a better place, the person a better
personalities, and life, a better journey, with purposes.
Yours,
the girl who loves the
skies, am thinking and living.
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| You know I love you.. srsly.. |
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